when he sick i care for him.

i nag at him for his own good.

no imm not good enough??

wadds more he expects from me??

imm already carrying his child.

and wadd more he wants?

it's as though i have give 3/4 of my life to him.

havent he realised i gave him the most precious thing?

i gave him my time.

isnt it the most precious thing?

wad else he wants more?

i gave him the best thing in the world and yet he says imm not good enough.

do he thing that carrying a baby is an easy task?

how much sleep i have lost?

the pain imm going through?

and the remarks that i have to face?

its not as easy as he thinks.

i am feeling so depressed now.

who can i turn to?

my friends? they can only ask me not to cry and stuff like that?

cant he just make me feel better?

why must he aggravate the matter?

imm feeling so depressed now and wad do he do?

scold me and wad else threaten me

i know i say hurtful things to him.

but doesnt he knows that it hurts me alot too?

say i dont love him enough?

then wadd the hell for am i wasting my time on you?

wad i need the most now have he given it to me anot?

despite all the insecurities. i took the vow and in the end this is how he treat me.

i wish the guy above can take me away from all these miseries he had given me.