because i have nothing to do.

because i can do nothing.

lols.

seriously.

i really miss the life that i used to have.

the life that i dun need to care abt anything and just party.

i really dread life now.

because it sucks.

but...

luckily i still have my lil darling to keep me going.

and she the reason why imm still so strong and sturdy.

lucky i still have grandma to encourage me.

and friends too.

but i still dun regret taking this path.

i realise that being a parent is not easy.

but it's not that tough too.

i really cant wait to bring her into my life.

and to be my bestest friend.

people can say that i am dumb and stuff.

i dun really care.

because i got the joy of my life.

that nobody can take away from me.

nor change the fact that she's mine.

getting emotional these days.

dunno wadds wrong with the hormones.

it's making me tear like nobody business.

i have nothing else better to do.

so free that my thoughts are full of craps.

need someone to talk to soon.

perhaps can turn to my bestie.

havent meet her for ages.

she always soooo busy with sch.

same goes for everyone.

everybody is busy except for me.

when will such days go away.

imm starting to get annoyed.

will blog soon...

more to come...