rainnieloves

2010-11-29T02:00:00.001+08:00

Really really long time no blogg.
Really damn lazy. Owells bcos nothing really exciting happened lately.

2010-07-08T02:23:00.002+08:00

gonna go out with venetia lim tomorrow.
why am i still up at this hour??
i am watching a football match.
and GERMANY GOALS!!!!
lols. yarr imm having a rough time these days.
dont know what's going on with my life man.
i feel as though i am on the brink.
i feel like a rubberband stretched to the max.
no matter what. i have a new GOAL now.

IT'S TO SAVE MONEY TO BUY A HOUSE OF OUR OWN!!!

yar. i am actually planning to get a house.
so my lil naomi can grow up to be a fine lady.
so now i am going to cut down on my spendings.
but how to???
big question mark. sian.
everytime i think of these i am so disappointed.
but i gotta step up. NO MORE THOUGHTS OF CHANEL.
i know these make hubby really nervous. okok. until he start making big bucks or i won a lottery i will not say anything about chanel although i love it very much.
please friends and passerby who view my blog support my friends blogshop.

www.theboutiquefetish.blogspot.com

For my lil naomi

she has started on cereal and baby food.
and she loves it.
i thought it was a lil early.
but since she is digesting well. i decided to go along with it.
now she got new pattern.
when i ignore her she will scream. damm loud.
u will thought somebody got raped.
i dont know why maybe she took after me for my loud voice.
lols. i just love my lil naomi.
i dont care if the whole world turn against me as long as i have my naomi.
she is the reason why i am hanging on so strong.
although at times i feel like giving up but i see how adorable my naomi is. i tell myself i have to hang on.
that's what i always tell her.
gotta end here and watch the match. it seems quite intresting ciao for now.

2010-06-19T21:40:00.002+08:00

i have been down in luck lately.

1) i lost my phone.

2) i broke my specs.

shitass. i lost my phone full of baby's pic. lucky i had upload all in my pc.
fml.

ytd. went malaysia. baby's 1st time.
and i had to carry her throughout the 2 hour plus journey.
my arms so tired. and aching.
but the best thing is we had lobster there and it's fantastic. yummy.
wish i can go back there everday for lobster. hahaha.

i need anew phone anybody any recommendations? i need a phone that can take really nice pictures. a nokia would be good. but now there so many phones on the market. so hard to choose. gotta run now. shall up date real soon.

2010-06-02T02:30:00.005+08:00

out with moon ytd.
brought our kids for baby spa.
owells it's lil naomi 1st time and she loves it.
love her laughter. it's just so adorable.

oh. today she is 4 months old.

HAPPY FOUR MONTHS TO MY LIL PRINCESS

it's been so long since i updated my blog.
i am so caught up watching gossip girls i know it's abit out dated but it rocks!!!
omg imm so in love with the show that i can practically watch it the whole day.
i can forgo any shopping spree for that.

for lil naomi.
she is beginning to enjoy licking her foot.
well some people say it means another baby is coming soon.
i hope that's not true i hardly can handle one naomi. if there's two. i dunno how will i handle it.
she holds her head pretty steadily.
and she loves her baths.
kicks the water till the floor gets wet.
and she is hot tempered. VERY.VERY hot-tempered.
get on her nerves and u are dead she will scream her lungs out.
i think i know who she inherited it from.

overall i just love her so much no matter wad she do.

2010-05-18T01:14:00.001+08:00

i expect nothing.
i just want my lil girl to grow up happily and healthily.
love her so much.

2010-04-20T23:45:00.002+08:00

no time to blog these days.
looking after her is already such a chore.
i only get to sleep in the morning.
when she sleeps soundly.

went to ion with venetia last week.
so long no shopping spree. finally.
i bought a MAC 2 way cake. and a Armani Exchange shirt.
loves my new AX shirt.

i need to change my hairstyle again.
hate my hair.

Naomi likes to talk alot.
and she sounds like a cat purring.
she knows we call her meimei.baby and naomi.
so cut--e larr.
loves her smile alot.
it just brightens up my day.
loves my lil darling so much

2010-03-29T00:34:00.003+08:00

long time no blogg.

i have always wanted a tattoo.
but i wanted something that i will not regret.
i thought of it already.
i want to have naomi's name on me.
considering a portrait of her.
pain factor makes me chicken out.
but i will only do it after my chinese wedding.

stuck at home for the whole week because darling is sick.
luckily. my two besties came all the way from woodlands to meet me.

still have 12 kgs more to lose.
kambate!!
anybody any remedies for water rentention?
i hate it.

still bf-ing.
went to clarke quay and boat quay last week .
had quite alot so didnt give naomi any milk.
i was quit lazy so didnt really pump regularly.
my milk got so little that i thought no milk already.
shocked me.

naomi still sleeps alot.
i latch her on but she dunno how to control her intake.
drink so much ending up vomiting.
she still looks so skinny. or is it normal for kids these days?
she doesnt likes to sleep in her cot.
so shang nao jing.

2010-03-13T23:19:00.002+08:00

everybody 4 more days to my b-day.

i will be 19.

not so happy.

imm getting older.

imm blogging now bcos imm so pissed.

it may sound insane but imm angry with a 3 yr old kid.

but i have my reasons to be.

he keeps disturbing naomi.

making so much noise that she cant sleep.

make me cannot do my stuff.

arggh.

so pissed larr.

wadd can i do?

nothing!!!

my poor darling.

cant have a good sleep.

which mother can tolerate such behaviour??

2010-03-11T18:47:00.002+08:00

owells. i cant believe my blog actually attracts juveniles.

hmm. i have been blogging about my preggy days and mother hood.

seriously. can young kids get pregnant at all??

somebody enlighten me please.

my b-day is round the corners. woohoo.

naomi went for her first jab.

i didnt dare to carry her so mil did.

her man yue done. thanks to all the family and friends who turned up that day.

and their lovely gifts.

2010-03-03T13:33:00.002+08:00

finally my lil darling is outta.
over the days of being a ball
and hello new life.
waking up every 3 hours to feed her.
finally i have the chance to blog.
wanted to do it long time ago.

feel so tired now.
but at least i get to sleep.
but not as much as last time.

let me recount wat happened on the day of delivery:

i went tampines mall in the afternoon
i felt abit of contractions. at that point of time i thought it was another falsie so i ignored it.
at night somehow it got worse.
woke darling up. he told me to relax go back sleep.
he also thought it was a falsie.
who knows it got more intense. somehow the whole family woke up.
mother say cannot wait already must go kkh see what happening.
took my last bath. and went to kkh.
after observation and stuff. john tee came and check.
he say i dilated 3cm.
can give birth already.
wahh... the pain is slowly come one lorr.
the 2nd stage of labour most pain one arr
i pain until cry out.
want the injection on the thigh one the nurse say cannot take already.
then take the laughing gas.
so smelly and no use one.
just make me feel like cutting open my stomach and take her out.
but i noe i cant.
so after a long long time bearing the pain.
i ask for epidural. really dun care all the rumours about the side effects.
after the drugs took effect. it was like miracle just happen.
i feel no pain at all. that i fall asleep.
i woke up becos of the feeling of going poo poo.
i tell the nurse. she faster check me.
within 2 hours i dilated 10 cm.
initially john tee say i will deliver at around 4.
but it was only 11 plus.
so she prepare everything. so scary larr.
then she called for john tee.
at first they called up the wrong doc.
then john tee was with another patient.
but i can feel lil darling head like coming out.
after spending around 5 mins of pushing. lil darling is out.
can hear her cry.
usually people will feel so tired after birth but i still so energetic.
making phone calls and messeging.
john tee sew me up.
that is painful and i dunno why.
i noe i keep screaming in pain.
and the next day we both go home.

lols. i break all rules of confinement.
acutally i find the rules quite stupid lar.

cannot bathe

u keep in contact with the baby you dun bathe you carry all kinds of grems.

cannot drink water

will become dehydrated. (i see soup i drink it like some hungry ghost)

cannot go out

no wonder people have post natal depression.
aiyah countless larr the rules i find it ridiculous.
so i didnt really follow only that i take confinement meals.

dying to go shopping venetia lim when are u going out with me?

2010-01-26T14:37:00.003+08:00

back to blogging after a long long time.

imm sick and its making me feel so lousy.

owells.

pains kicked in and its excruciating.

it feels as though my back bone is snapping into 2.

try snapping ur bones into 2 and u noe how it feels.

last week went shopping with venetia again.

haha.

she sure is my shopping kaki.

i got a bandage dress.

gotta lose all my weight that i have gained so far to fit into it.

lols.

i think i can do it.

if i wanna wear pretty clothes i have to do it.

went for check up yesterday.

doc says lil darling most probably will be out next week.

and i lost 2 kg.

dunno why.

i havent attempt to diet or anything.

but i just lose it.

weird.

for my lil darling she is estimated to be 2.6kg .

cant go anywhere these days.

so bored. rotting at home.

faster give birth and the dreadful confinement over.

then can go out more often and at ease.

or imm so bored at home.

2010-01-17T05:00:00.002+08:00

imm back blogging.

because i have nothing to do.

because i can do nothing.

lols.

seriously.

i really miss the life that i used to have.

the life that i dun need to care abt anything and just party.

i really dread life now.

because it sucks.

but...

luckily i still have my lil darling to keep me going.

and she the reason why imm still so strong and sturdy.

lucky i still have grandma to encourage me.

and friends too.

but i still dun regret taking this path.

i realise that being a parent is not easy.

but it's not that tough too.

i really cant wait to bring her into my life.

and to be my bestest friend.

people can say that i am dumb and stuff.

i dun really care.

because i got the joy of my life.

that nobody can take away from me.

nor change the fact that she's mine.

getting emotional these days.

dunno wadds wrong with the hormones.

it's making me tear like nobody business.

i have nothing else better to do.

so free that my thoughts are full of craps.

need someone to talk to soon.

perhaps can turn to my bestie.

havent meet her for ages.

she always soooo busy with sch.

same goes for everyone.

everybody is busy except for me.

when will such days go away.

imm starting to get annoyed.

will blog soon...

more to come...

2010-01-11T15:03:00.001+08:00

got back my o'lvl results today. it's such a huge disappointment.
gonna retake it again this year. perhaps.

life's so boring nowadays.
anybody... shopping??

2010-01-04T13:47:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year to everyone!!!

boring life started again today.

however my colourful life will start in 32 days time.

be back blogging soon...

2009-12-15T01:11:00.001+08:00

so tired now.
7 more weeks to go people.
and i will get to see my lil darling.

prepare for japan on wednesday which is like tomorrow.

omg. time flies.

so tired.

going to bed now.

ciaox for now!!

2009-12-13T01:20:00.002+08:00

arghh.
another boring weekend.
gone for facial in the afternoon.
after that bought a pair of boots. =D

bloody hell.
after that majhong again. with darling friends.
he got quite an interesting group of friends. lols.

haiis. bodyaches are beginning to kick in again.
gosh. getting on my nerves.
make me feel so agitated.

going to japan on wednesday.
gonna freeze there.

IM SO BORED!!!

2009-12-07T14:22:00.002+08:00

didnt go out for the whole week.

miracle ya.

boring. big time!!!

sat played majhong at home rot and die.

arrghh. after that watch soccer with darling until so very very late.

so another boring weekend uh.

oh my.

i miss those times when im not yet pregnant.

those drink drink drink days.

but kinda boring too.

like every week doing the same thing.

drink drunk drink drunk.

haiya. just give me something to do.

so sian.

my phone spoil already.

aiyahh. LG so laoya one.

just buy this year only use few months jiu spoil liaos.

angry.

L4D2. saw it at funan.

the game like very nice horr.

lil darling learn one new pattern

kick my ribcage damm pain larr.

i watch soccer she kick.

wah pain one lehhs

now exactly 2 months lerr.

she's gonna come out.

so fast horrs.

still havent settled on the name.

it's very important one lorr.

it's the 1st impression.

darling wants to call her sardine. actually cedine

but it sounds like sardine lorr.

but i want theodora.

will choose a name soon.

2009-12-01T15:38:00.002+08:00

no time to blog.

so it's quite dead here.

ytd went for appt at kkh

doc says lil darling is healthy

1.5kg ++

saw her covering her mouth cute rite?

last week went to catch new moon with darling.

damm nice larr.

i wanna buy the whole full set of the novels and read it over again.

while reading i can picture the scenes in my head lorr.

nice.

love the show.

the were wolves remonds me of den den.

hahaha

darling caught alotas of bear again.

i think we are going to open a shop soon to sell away the bears.

watch out for my shop arr?

sharon and fur give birth lerr.

so cute larr their baby.

woOts.

CONGRATS TO THEM!!!!

when my turn??

wanna see my lil darling soon.

she been kicking and moving around my tummy.

soon. i will see her kicking in front of me.

venetia lim now start working already.

so sad.

she dun want me already.

sobbs =(

dats all for now will update soon. =)

2009-11-19T01:51:00.003+08:00

exams over!!!

gone shopping with venetia lim today again.

hahaha.

ate at Han's with her.

took many pics.

but so sad our camera so laoya. take photo funny funny one.

but still acceptable larr. =)

today nv buy anything.

good news.

next week going to kkh for appt again.

omg!!! my lil darling is coming out so soon.

so scared. so excited.

dunno see the needle i will faint not?

yoz. =(

frightened.

hmm.

so many things haven buy.

i also blur already.

baby need so many things derr.

must slowly slowly think.

stomach getting more and more prominent.

i am getting heavier and heavier

which means more fatter.

think of this only jiu shang xin.

went to watch movie with darling on sat.

paranormal activity.

so lame hao bu hao.

dunno is real one or fake.

some parts are really creepy.

but still watchable

watch the trailer!!!

before the movie.

darling went to catch alot of bear again.

hahaha.

he wants to xchange it for the Hello Kitty Majhong set.

lols.

but in the end nv change.

this week going again. =)

so long for now.

i feel like a ball now.

so round.

gonna book for my java massage soon.

wanna lose all the unwanted weight after giving birth.

dun wanna look like a ball for my wedding dinner next year.

or later cannot wear nice nice gowns.

muahaha.

so much for today.

lastly....

...

i love my darling. <3

okok. i know you like to peek at my blog.

i will go learn how to cook. OK?

but you must was the dishes.

blog again next time.

2009-11-14T03:44:00.004+08:00

today went to vivo to get winter wear for the japan trip in dec.

hmm. not much choice now for me carrying my lil darling.

darling has finished his bmt.

lols. time files. loves him so much.

i am going to throw donate all the winnie the poohs in my house to the charity.

it's collecting dust.

and i find it irritating.

and it's ugly.

but i still love winnie the pooh.

gonna see it in disneyland.

woo... winnie the pooh.

no matter wad darling said to me.

i know it was in an moment of anger.

i did it to him too.

i still love him the same.

and i know he do too.

and to reader..

i think you have poor knowledge or do you have bad experiences or something?

you know it's NOT fun at all to start a family at young age

it's takes lots of courage to start one.

and it's not easy.

yes i chose this path becos i love him.

and we did not have a shot gun just like others.

we wanted this baby very badly.

and i know my hubby loves us very much.

as he has sacrifice alot.

i was more childish in the past.

that i bet you dont know.

before i met my hubby.

i went out with bungs or butches.

i thought guys are just bunch of bastards.

there is one butch whom i went out with for a period of time.

but in the end i find that such relationship are unrealistic and and does not serve the purpose

of me being in this world.

she does not treat me that well too.

and she cannot give me wad i want.

that's the most important thing.

she cannot give me a complete family.

to have a family i need alot of maturity too.

you think it's easy to carry a baby for 9 months?

and to get married and sacrifice all the fun i could have.

i was wild in the past.

but not now.

i have a goal.

and my goal is to have a happy family with my hubby.

so if you have any comments just feel free to tag my blog.

2009-11-12T02:14:00.003+08:00

havent i done my part as a wife?

when he sick i care for him.

i nag at him for his own good.

no imm not good enough??

wadds more he expects from me??

imm already carrying his child.

and wadd more he wants?

it's as though i have give 3/4 of my life to him.

havent he realised i gave him the most precious thing?

i gave him my time.

isnt it the most precious thing?

wad else he wants more?

i gave him the best thing in the world and yet he says imm not good enough.

do he thing that carrying a baby is an easy task?

how much sleep i have lost?

the pain imm going through?

and the remarks that i have to face?

its not as easy as he thinks.

i am feeling so depressed now.

who can i turn to?

my friends? they can only ask me not to cry and stuff like that?

cant he just make me feel better?

why must he aggravate the matter?

imm feeling so depressed now and wad do he do?

scold me and wad else threaten me

i know i say hurtful things to him.

but doesnt he knows that it hurts me alot too?

say i dont love him enough?

then wadd the hell for am i wasting my time on you?

wad i need the most now have he given it to me anot?

despite all the insecurities. i took the vow and in the end this is how he treat me.

i wish the guy above can take me away from all these miseries he had given me.

2009-11-10T01:03:00.002+08:00

another shopping day with venetia lim.

the whole day at bugis lehhs.

walk non-stop.

so tired lorrs.

after dat went to town to meet hui zhen.

so long nv meet her liaos.

haiiya. see me 1st thing ask me why i grow until so fat.

nvm. give birth liaos then not so fat.

hope can lose all the weight.

very heavy to walk

suddenly i find materialism is so damm disgusting.

and i think being simple and happy is the best.

and through many things i have learnt what's true happiness

not by materials but with the people around you.

imm very happy with the people around me now

becos they are simple.

maybe not all.

but they are not corrupted by materialism.

owells. really none of my business.

i just need to care about my family.

this just a lil thought of mine

my leggs are aching like crazy.

shopping has never been so tiring in the past.

now it seems like i need to put more effort in shopping.

hmm.

never spend much today. nothing nice.

just a dress and couple of small stuff.

hmm.

craving for hotcakes again.

macdonald's have really poor service.

total i waited for almost 2 hours and they still ask me wait.

that's all for now

2009-11-08T22:35:00.005+08:00

here updating my blogg.

watched poker king with darling.

so damm funny lorrs. the show.

watch the trailer!!!

lucky no need to watch boring soccer.

exams gonna finish soon.

imm gonna retake maths and sci next year.

this year comfirm fail de larr.

last night den den sit on my tummy.

morning lil darling never move. for some time.

scare me to death ar!!!

thought wad happen.

i think she must be sleeping.

after some time. as usual practice karate in there.

so happy.

today is grand pa and grand ma b'day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

went celebrate at east coast.

left early because darling have to book in.

darling gonna come back soon.

so happy!!! a month have past.

and a new year is coming soon.

new life for me as a mother and a wife.

OMG!! last year i was still fooling around.

and this year everything changed.

that all for now. gonna update soon.

tomorrow shopping with VENETIA LIM HUI SZE!!!!

yay!!! finally arr. wait so long.

Venetia lim: " i on you huh. tml go shopping huh. you love it??? "

Kah ying: " up dated."

outdated pics.

Guess who?

that's not all.

still got so many more bears.

2009-11-04T00:49:00.002+08:00

ytd went kkh.
doc says 3D scan waste money only.
so shall not do lorr.

gained 15 kg so far.
so much larr.
so FAT.
it spoils my mood so much.

still got so many papers to go.
so tired.
faster be over.
nothing much to blog.

...

2009-11-02T03:57:00.002+08:00

my weekend spent watching soccer with darling.

stoopid kuku.

say want watch louis koo. poker king.

in the end in the living room watching soccer.

exams still on but i dun feel the kick.

lols.

who cares?

tml appt at kkh.

want 3D scan larrs.

stretch marks appearing on my tummy.

and it itches alot.

damm lot.

feel like using a metal brush to scratch it.

hahaha.

disgusting marks.

it will go away.

sucky

2009-10-28T23:06:00.003+08:00

maths paper 2 stupid paper.

dunno how to do so many question.

think imm going to retake next year.

after maths paper went to TM meet venetia lim.

everytime go out with her sure spend money one.

bought a really good stuff. Muahaha.

a cream to lose water retention. hope it works.

so fat now. feel so heavy to walk.

went to see a doc for my stupid cold.

irritating.

1 more night and darling will be back.

la. la. la.

water retention cream. for my fat legs and arms

fat. fat. fat

easy peasy

2009-10-26T21:43:00.002+08:00

Eng paper is easy.

i hope everyone got through it.

kambate uh!!!

5 more subjects to go.

everyone endure and we can enjoy after that.

Gd Luck my friends!!

tml darling gonna book out.

thx to him my throat feels coarse. :(

maths paper tml cant afford to sleep so late

later lose concentration.

exam week

2009-10-26T02:02:00.003+08:00

Exams. Exams. Exams

Stress ar. nv study.

nvm

darling came home on fri. but he came home with fever.

so nv go out waste one day.

sat went for facial then went to giant to buy bbq food.

bbq at home.

Muahahaha. Prawns.

today go airport eat again.

lasksa and mega mac.

hahaha.

big eater.

after that sent darling to pasir ris mrt.

omg i miss him so much now.

cant wait for dec to come.

we can spent 7 days together. no camp.

hahaha.

imm loving it.

this weekend not so eventful but at least i spent all my time with darling.

missing darling now

2009-10-20T03:07:00.003+08:00

miss darling damm lotas.

he booked out on thurs so didnt have the time to blog

last week went on a shopping spree with venetia lim.

bought only for myself.

last time all the clothes cant fit me anymore.

i gained an extra 2 kg.

lols.

total i gained 12 kg and imm now in my 2nd trimester.

my lil darling is 6 mths big now.

next appointment is on 2 Nov

hoping to go for a 3D scan

so i can see my pretty darling fast.

and it's much more clearer.

can see her features more clearly.

imm eating so much now. OMG!!!

hope lil darling wun be a tanker.

lols.

very not nice lorrs.

Thurs 151009

i didnt pick him up from changi because he just piss my ass off

after that went to kfc have and have dinner

slept so early lorr

Fri 161009 - 9 months anni with darling

took effort to wake up early to go to the bank at parkway..

but still by the time we got thr the bank close lerr.

then no choice go back other day.

darling always dunno what to eat. i also dunno what to eat.

so we settled for sakae.

eat until so full.

so afraid i will throw up

cos lil darling dun like jap and korean food.

went to isetan to buy lil darling clothes as darling has promised.

then head to suntec.

meet huina and weijing to watch a really no-link show. Pandorum

dun undastann the show hao bu hao.

so lame lorr.

then we head to east coast for prawning.

1 hour later i only catch one prawn.

pathetic huh?

there the prawns very very little.

waste money go there.

we had 3 prawns each in the end.

me and huina have xtra one though.

huina still dun wan go back

then we go tampines for PRATA!!!

muhahaha..

ate 1= cheese sausage & cheese egg.

by the time i get to lie on my bed it's already 6 plus in the morning

Sat 171009

only 2 hours of sleep lorrs.

then go macdonald's with mummy and daddy

daddy have majhong session today earlier so have to wake up earlier

ate again hotcakes with sausage.

after that went to chinatown to check out the packages for vaccation.

so tired.

i feel like a zombie walking.

once we got home i change to pjs again i fall into a deep sleep.

only to find darling sleeping beside me 5 hours later.

nua.nua and nua.

until hungry liaos then know how to wake up

went to eat korean bbq

then go home.

watch tv. and laze around.

sleep so much but still sleep very early.

Sunday 181009

darling have to book in today. sianns

just hope the night would be longer.

went to airport to have lunch.

after that went home and help darling pack field pack.

he bring so many maggi mee. think he open mini-mart in camp larrs.

so kiasu lorr.

lols.

then we all sent darling to pasir ris bus interchange.

den den so cute darling leave lerr ownself open door say want go find kor kor.

mummy see so many parents also got go then call us all go.

got so many botak at there we dunno which one is darling.

den den anyhow point anyhow call ppl ah kor.

lol larr.

eat dinner lerr go home talk to darling on the phone.

fb and then go sleep lerr.

Today - darling booking out 3 more days

wake up nias mummy say want go parkway.

darling sis phone spoil lerr so need change new one.

mummy wants darling to quit smoking becos it's bad for health.

to be continued...

2009-10-10T19:14:00.006+08:00

TO: FIONA PHUA WEE NA
YOU STILL CANNOT ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I DUMP YOU????
F*** YOU
WADD MAKES YOU THINK THAT I WONT BE HAPPY WITH MY HUBBY???
IN FACT IMM VERY HAPPY.
YOU ARE JUST JEALOUS THAT I HAVE A HAPPY MARRIAGE AND I HAVE A HAPPY LIFE
UNLIKE YOU???
WHO CANT EVEN FIND HAPPINESS AND INDULGE IN SELF-PITY???
YOU KNOW WADD HAPPINESS NOT???
I DOUBT YOU DO.
YOU THINK YOU GUAN YIN MA HUH???
CAN TELL WADD GONNA HAPPEN BETWEEN MY HUBBY AND ME???
STOP WAD YOU'RE DOING AND GET A LIFE!!!
LOSER!!!!
YOU WANT TO SAY INFRONT SAY LARR.
DON'T SNOOP AROUND.
IT'S SO LOW.
THINK YOU VERY HANDSOME MEHHS.
YOU LOOK LIKE A MONSTER.
BE GIRL NOT PRETTY .BE GUY NOT HANDSOME
IF I WERE YOU I'D RATHER BE DEAD.
HAVE YOU GOT WAD IT TAKES TO BE WITH ME??
I THINK YOU HAVE DOUBTS IN YOURSELF TOO.
YOU HAVE NOTHING!!!
BE WITH YOU TORTURE MYSELF ARR???
PLEASE DON'T BE SO NAIVE.
NOBODY WILL GO OUT FAITHFULLY WITH A LOSER LIKE YOU
NO WONDER HAVE TO RESORT TO PROSTITUITION
YOU VERY DESPERATE ARR???
KEEP GO THAI DISCO. DO WADD???
HUG GIRLS??
HUG ALSO SATISFIED??? LAUGHING OUT LOUDS!!!
OWE SO MANY PEOPLE MONEY
WADD A DISGRACE!!!!
PLEASE DON'T SEEK SYMPATHY FROM PEOPLE!!!!
YARR I DUMPED YOU!!!!
BECAUSE YOU ARE SO USELESS. NO FUTURE!!!!!!
LIKE I SAID BEFORE I WAS BLIND IN THE PAST.
BUT IMM NOT NOW.
A NORMAL PERSON WILL NEVER GO OUT WITH YOU
DON'T BLAME ME FOR WAD YOU ARE TODAY
YOU LOSE YOUR FRIENDS... WHY???
BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT A GOOD PERSON TO HANGOUT WITH.
SO WADD MY ROM PICS NOT NICE.
DO YOU THINK YOU WILL HAVE CHANCE TO HAVE THE PICS TAKEN NOT???
WITH THAT FACE OF YOURS!!!!!
THINK YOU VERY PERFECT MEHHS????
YOU WANT TO SAY INFRONT SAY LARR!!!!!
YOU GOT MONEY TO TAKE ANOT???
I THINK THE GOWN DON'T EVEN HAVE YOUR SIZE LARR!!!
CRYING OUT LOUDS!!!
YOU'RE SICK IN THE BRAINS!!!!
PLEASE LARR!!!!
WHY EVEN YOUR "BEST FRIEND" WHO YOU CALL BRO BRO
HATES YOU SO MUCH????
PEOPLE WILL NOT WANT TO ASSOCIATE WITH SOMEBODY AS LOW AS YOU.
TRY TO BREAK PEOPLE UP AND CRITICISE PEOPLE!!!!
WHY NOT YOU EXAMINE YOURSELF 1ST???
PATHETIC ATTENTION SEEKER.
DON'T YOU DARE CRITICISE MY HUBBY!!!
I SWEAR YOU ARE JUST CHICKEN
THINK I DUNNO THAT DAY YOU CALLED ME
MY HUBBY ANSWERED YOU CHICKENED OUT
AND JUST HANG UP
WHY DON'T YOU TELL HIM HOW YOU FEEL???
SCARED? OR YOU FEEL INFERIOR???
LAUGHS OUT LOUD!!!!!!

TO ALL FRIENDS:
this shameless person
has been bad mouthing me.
up to you to believe.

LOLS!!!

2009-10-10T18:22:00.003+08:00

had a hell lots of time with my darling.
miss him so much.
went to catch soft toys again.
hahaha.
caught so much the other time i think the workers tampered with the machines.
lols.
loves my darling so much.
and i know he loves me too.
sent him back early in the morning.
so tired.
so se bu de.
i love him.
to be continued....

one more day

2009-10-07T22:53:00.002+08:00

went to collect the photos from the photographer today
kah ying went with me.
see the photos on her mac book
not bad larr.
lazy to upload.
can see it on my facebook.

one more day and darlingg will be back.
so happy.
dunno where he wants to go.

EMPTINESS

2009-10-07T02:24:00.003+08:00

arggh. i miss darlingg
and my lil precious cannot stop kicking me.
i think she misses her daddy too.

my lil darling 5 mths old

it's tough to be a mother
my everywhere pain. doc says it's liddat one
but really very pain lehhs

lil precious have really round head just like daddy.
fishball head.

shopping TODAY!!!

2009-10-06T22:24:00.003+08:00

met joelle yip today
she put on alot of weight larr
hahaha
from bugis to cine to taka to ion to far east
TIRED!!!!
when home and waited for darling to call
he's coming home on friday
hahaha
so happy
but imm still missing him now
badly.
cant wait for darling to come home

I WANT MY DARLING

2009-10-06T02:22:00.002+08:00

plss come home faster i promise i will not quarrel with you anymore.
i miss you alotas. and i cant get to sleep now.
u must be sleeping and snoring loudly.
i hate the way you snore, but without you snoring beside me.
i cant get to sleep.
and by the time you come out i will be a panda.
i regret scolding you " FASTER GO BMT LARHHS!!!"
now u go liaos it seems like imm missing something.

i'm MARRIED

2009-10-05T08:47:00.003+08:00

okk. it's not so bad after all.
shall upload the pics taken by the pro. soon
today darling has gone to recourse
imm so missing him now
dun wanna get too emotional
shal not slp now waiting for his call
so now imm officially MRS YEO
oh my imm getting on in years so quickly
my darling baby is finally confirmed a girl.
ok. the gender doesnt mean anything.
some unglam photos taken b4 my ROM

really hungry sat at delifrance for 30 mins but ordered nothing

and the next day is the buffet
thanks to all family and friends who came to attend the ROM and buffet
it's one of the important day of my life.
i look so fat in the gown.
it sucks.

noisy!!!

2009-09-28T09:08:00.002+08:00

i just cant stand it.
i woke up from my sleep so many times.it's becoming almost intoleratable
haiis
tired
but cant get to sleep.
feel like go home sleep

okok.
went for my detailed scan for my lil darling
but the make me so confused
my gynae told me it's a boy [COMFIRMED]
but in the end the sonographer tod me that it's a girl
and to clarify with the doc again on next appt
but most important my lil precious is healhty
and not affected in anyways by the enviroment imm in
shall know the actual gender by this wed

thanks to my bestie christina that i maybe getting a pro for my pics on my rom
or i will have lousy quality pics

having back aches. cant really walk fast.
that's why ppl say women are wei da. hahaha
painful.

sick of everything

2009-09-23T16:58:00.004+08:00

went to town ytd with my bestie

went to watch beth cooper, i love you.
the storyline is not that good.
but the humour is good.
went to find the bag i want. so sadd no more stock. i have to go paris to get it.
nvm there is other nicer bags.
ate at sakura. stomachache after that.
must be something wrong with the food.
quarrel with darling again.
everytime quarrel imm so bored with every and i can memorise wad he wants to say
if everytime a sorry can make up for everything why do people divorce
if me and my son dun mean anything to him it's pointless for us to be together
i dun feel happy at all.
why cant let me leave him and spare me the agony.
it really hurts inside.

shopping agian

2009-09-18T13:39:00.005+08:00

ytd went to parkway to get some clothes
i cant fit into some of my clothes so i have very limited choice when i go out
went to cotton on it's the only shop that caught my eyes
anyways i only nid to wear it for like another 4 months and BYE BYE to large size
it' tormenting to know that i cant wear the size that i use to wear.
see so many pretty clothes but i cant wear.
so sadds.
i saw a biker's jacket
love it but it's too pricy
if only i din spend all my money the other time partying
perhaps i could get it

OMG

2009-09-16T01:31:00.007+08:00

i gained 10 kg for my 1st five months of pregnancy
today went for business studies exams so chimology
must study*
after that went for pedicure with fur.
and the most realitic person levi got
la bi xian xin only jiu happy liaos

still give me that silly smile

my cheeks getting fuller

my french pedi

played left four dead *bang bang bang

headache

2009-09-12T12:50:00.000+08:00

darling is not at home and everyone is asleep
so scary
lazy to blog nothing intresting to blog perhaps tonight

another stuupid week

2009-09-08T14:31:00.000+08:00

my rom day is nearing but imm still insecure

happy and tired

2009-09-01T19:54:00.008+08:00

28.08.10

geylang serai with grandma and grandpa
poor feet of mine

29.08.10

went to baby fair at taka
bought a few things
head to iluma to meet darling's friends
went to arcade and watched the 360 degree 3D show

went to shenton way to celebrate hui na's bday
darling's friend took 1 hour plus to get us there
drank 2 cups with mixer
rch-ed home at around 4 plus

30.08.10

after 4 hours of slp went to pray mummy
after that majhong session
but i din play many rounds
my uncle is so noisy and irritating
think he expert arr.
angry
went out at night.
rch-ed home at around 4 again.

31.08.10

slp. slp. slp

01.09.10

30 more days to my Rom
today went to school
rain so heavily
went to pick levi up but still we were stuck under the void deck
for an hour plus
cold and hungry
pissed. took another cab to amk hub
head to pizza hut
ate for 2 hours
drank 4 cups of pepsi
now darling has gone for his practical lessons only got den den to accompany me.

i am at it again

2009-08-28T00:22:00.002+08:00

the feeling is back again the feeling to hate him
people may think that imm alrite but in fact imm not
i hate the feeling of negligences.
i feel so lost and i hate him
going nuts

new look

2009-08-21T15:45:00.002+08:00

got a new hairdo whoo..
wanted it for a long time finally have an excuse
to do it.

lols.
i feel trashy these days.
i vent my anger on my poor darling
make a mountain out of a molehill
i admit sometimes is my fault but imm too ego to admit it
sorry.
monday-4th month appointment
tummy's getting bigger
went to sch today with levi
haiis miss those times when we go to sch together
me.levi.fur
today i catch up with my maths and i realise how difficult it is to solve it
don't wanna fail

boring weekend...

2009-08-03T15:58:00.002+08:00

drink drink drink
boring

mah lil precious

2009-07-29T16:47:00.001+08:00

life have been boring as usual and i've made some discoveries
now i know that everybody carries a mask no matter how innocent they look
can you guys just take it off
mah darling have got his psp and he is too engrossed in it that he havent call me although he promised too.
mah precious lil boy
just as mah darlng wanted
hope he will be a good darling baby

mah lil precious @ 3 mths

ii lurvves ue lotas

2009-02-24T13:47:00.003+08:00

ii lurvve ue no worries. really alotas.
ii noe wad ue have done for me and iimm touched.
ure in camp now and ii miss ue lotas.
everytime ii jux wanna spend all mah time wit ue.
every morning ii wake up on eur bed finding mahself alone
ii cant get back to sleep without ue beside me
imm jux so used to ue slping beside me.
ii miss ue ii really do.
although at the starting everything was just a illusion
ii have ue now imm more than contented.

after so many months...

2009-02-20T14:03:00.001+08:00

let me recall wad happen so many months...
i changed a bf.
which is so common.
i fall out with serene.
i lose contact with so many peeps.
i have no time except for mah bf.
smiles.
and i learn alotas about the peeps around me.
hypocrites and bitches
ii love mah bf. smiles.

new bloggie

2009-01-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

tis is mah 2nd acc.
use a short short time to do tis blog
today is like so damm tiring lass
went around whole far east to find a damm job
and it's just a waste of mah effort
none of the boutiques wanna employ me
so damm sad lass
but i sat down at Han's to indulge on mah tiramisu and rum ball
but the taste of it just dun meet up to mah expectation.

nowadays the rules are getting stricter for smokers
i hardly see any smoking area and imm so araid of getting a fine
Chinese New Year is round the corner and i dun wann all mah money used to pay the fine
it's a thousand larhhs.
and economy is like so bad
hmm
the price of everything is going up
i just dun blame anyone
becos everybody is lacking of money.
but it's an open extortion
hmm

2009-01-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

hihi

tis is mah new blog